UPDATE
2002-08-17
Pretty Zoya still uses the same text for her first letter, but she got a new photo (check #4). She looks so sad... Probably business went not so good lately? ;-)))
Letter 1
Hello Darling George!
I’m sincerely glad that you’re interested in me. Thanks to you a light flicker of hope
and faith lighted in my soul. Frankly speaking I don’t like my pictures though my
friends say I look far better in real life. I think it’s pleasant for any man when his
beloved woman has beautiful appearance. It’s not so important for me to have a
beautiful appearance, as to love and be loved. I send you one more picture, for you to
be able to have a better look on me.
Nowadays any man is lonely his own way. Why it happens so? I’m afraid of
loneliness very much. I have been lonely for so long and this loneliness just must step
aside for love, warmth, weasel, and care… I want so very much to believe we’ll find
it in each other.
Honey George! I’ll tell you a little bit about myself. I’m 25 years old, and I have graduated
the Institute for Economy. I have been working as a junior book keeper just for 2
months, because in our country it’s very hard to find a good job.
Honey! I must go. I hope we have common points of view and opinions. I must tell
you that I don’t need a pen friend. I’m looking for a man who’ll take care of our
future children and about me. I want to know that my children and me are protected.
I want to see your picture my Sweetheart George. Though I told you that appearance is no
matter so much as inner world of a person, his soul, and heart.
I hope to hear from you soon. I want to hear more about you- your job, way of life,
and plans for future. I want to know what makes you happy and sad… I want our
views about life to be similar.
I wish you all the best, and good day.
Zoya.
Letter 2
Sweetheart George!
Today it is such a wonderful day in my life, because I received your letter. I reread it several times
and felt that we become closer to each other. I want you to know that I need you and your letters
very much. I’m grateful to God that He
gave you to me, and I’m so grateful to you, my Honey. That now I have You, and I won’t feel
myself lonely anymore. When I was a child I liked very much when Mom read fairy-tales to me.
Most of all fairy tales I liked that one- where a prince saved a girl. They loved each other
and the whole world was glad for them. I thought I would never meet my prince. But now
when I met you I believe that a fairy tale can be real. Sweetheart George! You lighted up a light of hope in
my heart, and light rays of love. I love all this world only for that it gives you to me! When being
lonely after I divorced my husband I often ask God to give me power to outlive all this. He helped
me much, and of course, my little Angel helped me too. Her name is Nastya, and she’s 4 years old. I
love her so much! You and her- all I have in life. And I thank to God for this priceless gift. Honey! I
have never gone to the internet club before. I talked to my friends from the internet club. They told
me that men often betray their women. I’m afraid of being on their place.
Honey George, I’m very sorry I have to tell you about it, but I’m afraid of treachery very much. Honey, if
you’re really serious about our relationship and will stop your choice on me, I’ll be very happy.
Because I want so very much to believe in a fairy tale- kind, pure, and happy. Sweetheart George! I have
to pay for our writing. It’s so hard for me to pay its price. I don’t want to limit Nastya’s needs. If
you help me with our writing, I’ll see you have serious attitude to me. After all pain I had I need a
real man, who I can trust and who can care.
Honey ! It doesn’t matter for me that your older than I am. I always liked men older
than me. Because they are more clever, reliable and careful then the men of my age.
I'm looking in the life just it, the stability and the reliability. I lack it my life. I’m
tired of lie and betrays. If a man is sincere and honest to me, and will take care of me
and my little angel, I’ll love him for that and will appreciate it for all my life. I’m a
very serious, responsible person. And man of my age cannot understand it. Only older
man can understand and appreciate it. And I can find much in common with them. I
think that it's more important when the people have the common thoughts about the
life. Because everybody now are looking for the soul partner. And I also know that as
older a man is the more stable views on life he has. That is I know if he chooses me,
he won’t leave me in some time. He is not so easy changing his mind as younger men.
With older man I’m always sure about tomorrow. That he will not betray me.
I hope you understand me, and that we also can have a fairy-tale. I think we deserved it.
I wish you all the best, and good mood.
I kiss you. Nastya kisses you too.
Zoya.
Letter 3
Hello my Sweetheart George!
I’m very happy we have found so much in common. And that our feelings become
strong day by day. I really began to get used to your letters, to your tender words, to
you. Now I wait for a new day impatiently to go to the internet cafe and to receive
your letter. They give me so much warmth and light in this gray and sad life. Give
powers to fight for us for our happiness. Now I know for sure it’s in the world and I
hope it won’t pass me by. I believe we’ll be able to create a strong, and friendly
family. I want it with all my heart. The main thing can be in life is the happiness of
your child, well being and coziness, and peace in the family. Success of dear to you
people and smiles on their faces. I hope when we are together your face won’t be
upset with sadness even for a minute. And even if anything will happen I’ll be with
you always to help you and to share all your troubles with you any time. It’s very
pleasant for me Honey George, that you want to help me with the payment for our writing.
Thank you very much for it. I understand little about it that’s why it’ll be better if you
explain everything to my translator. Transfer is better to do with system Western
Union to my full name –Chernonos Zoya , town of Kremenchug, Poltava area,
Ukraine.My adddress - Sumskay str. 40b-3
Our correspondence cost about 100$ in month. Next letter you must sent me cod
transfer, your full name and sum. I know you better with your every letter. I see
you’re a wonderful man. You’re tender, careful, kind, and also smart and strong. I
don’t know how could I deserve such a chance to meet such a man like you before
the destiny. I was alone for a long time, and taught a lot of things to do by myself. But
I still remained weak, tender, and unprotected woman. I need a strong, and reliable
shoulder to lean at any time. I need a wise advise and tender word as any man. I have
no one to give my not wasted woman’s tender. And I also worried very much about
Nastya. She grows and I see day by day how she needs man’s attention. I try to do
what I can but I understand I never will substitute a father for she. Early when we
were walking at the park and she saw other children playing with their father and
mother I read in his begging eyes a mute question. I had nothing to say and words
stick in my throat and I couldn’t help but crying from my helplessness. But now I
can answer she for sure we’ll be fine. You appeared in our with Nastya life and
everything has changed. Every new day gives much joy in stead of usual sadness.
Because it brings hope with it, and make the light at the end of the tube closer, and
makes you closer to us my Honey George. I’ll always be grateful to you that you gave me
hope back and to the destiny which let me to be happy. We
with Nastya kiss you tender. We’re waiting for your next letter impatiently. And send
you
all our love.
Your Zoya.
