Me call Sergei. You very much have interested me profile on gay.com. I live in Russia and me would be very interestingly to learn about you it is more. My age 25 years. I search in life of the man, which could become to me on the present the friend, and can and more. It would be desirable to trust, that my dream will come true. If I You a little has interested, I shall tell about has more in the following letter. Hope to receive from you the answer. Write to me on mine e-mail: ptitza@pochtamt.ru. Yours faithfully Sergei.

Hi Terry,
It was very joyful to me to have mail from you. If it is honour, I doubted, That you will answer to me. I do not know why. Can be because acquaintance on To the Internet I use first time in life. And in general, me has advised It to make my cousin, which works the programmer. I, Badly I understand in computers and did not think at all, that it is possible to find the friend On the other end of light. But I think, that soon I can change the opinion On this account. I want before you at once to apologize, that could not answer yours The message at once. I have no a house of the computer and on this at once to you I want to tell On the future, that probably I can not to you each day write...... If certainly All of you still will stay are interested in our acquaintance:-) In general it has turned out Very interestingly, how I could answer you. At once I shall tell, that in my family Not everyone know that I gay. Anyway mine the mother and father at all do not suspect About it. They are very conservative also by him(it) in a head can not reach at all that I have an inclination to the men. So, we with my cousin (call her Olya), Are very much adhered from childhood. She perfectly knows that I gay and always Understood me. At the given stage of life I am lonely. I have no that unique love, Of which dreamed constantly. The destiny has developed so, that I have lost favourite The man. It was huge mountain, when I has learned(found out) that it(he) was lost in To auto accident. 2 years since then have passed and I could not more meet such The man, which would force me again to feel true love. Mine The sister understood it and has made everything what to help me. Shehas helped to be registered To me on gay.com. I in it very badly understand and a little that I know in the field of computers. My choice has stopped on you. You know, I the man more spiritual. I very much want To find such man, which could with me be close more spiritually. Certainly and the sex for me means much; -). But nevertheless I search for the friend, with which it is possible Would be to speak about all and to not be afraid to tell superfluous. Understanding and mutual Love -, that I search. You know, me the intuition practically never deceived....... Also I think, that she me has not moved and now. Though still very much early to speak about what that Similar, but I want, that you would know it. I so think, that it would be interesting To see my photo. I have now one, but I promise you, that I shall send soon To you still.... If you certainly wish......:-) It for certain will not tell to you much about me And on this I would like to add by words: eyes at me brown, hair on a nature Black. My growth 180 sm, weight of 81 kg. (I do not know, whether you will understand these units of measurements, Write). My birthday of July 26, 1977. (that would be clear). I live In city Cheboksary, which to be approximately in 150 kms from large city Kazan. If it will be interesting, I can tell more about my native land. You know, I heard about USA and in particular very much, how live at you gays. I with the large respect I treat your country and me very interestingly better to learn(find out) your culture and life. I for a long time dreamed to visit USA. And this trip is possible in my plans to appear. While I can not to you speak anything concrete. Anyway, I very much would like To learnfrom you it is more about your country. I heard that in some states of your country Are solved free relations between gays and they can even enter officially in Marriage. Whether it is valid so? It is very interesting. Russia, as far as is known to me, Has significant contrast from USA by way of the relations between the people of one floor. At least it is especially appreciable in our area. I shall finish the letter, That you could it faster receive. Though I also could not write everything, that wanted and That it would be for certain interesting. My time of usage by the computer comes to an end And I am compelled to you to speak good-bye. I to you shall tell about myself in the following The letter, if it is still interesting and clearly....... Yours faithfully to you And pleasure of acquaintance, Sergei.

Hi man, close to my heart!!!!!!!!!!
I am very happy, that at me a little time today has appeared On what to write to you. It is awfully a pity, that I can not devote It is a lot of time to this letter. At me at disposal of half of hour And I can not be today verbose. I at once want you to thank for the offer to live at you at home. But while About it to speak still early, as for the present precisely it is not known. Yes, on the account of a difference in time, it makes approximately 8 hours. I to you want to express deep gratitude And gratitude for your attention to me. Though I while have no an opportunity To write to you is more often, but I think of you much. I already wrote to you, that now at us In institute goes and already active work with the students almost comes to an end. And in connection with Is I have a plenty of work. But absolutely I am already speed I can To have it is much more than time, which I can devote to a spelling more The complete and substantial letters to you. Today I have for you 2 photos, which Me have helped to bring in the computer. I hope, that it is pleasant to you. They not such fresh, but I promise to you, that soon I can send to you more Late my photos. Everything, my time has expired also I should already with you be forgiven. I hope, that I can to you write soon, it is possible tomorrow. With the large respect and heat in heart, Yours Sergei. P.S. Yes, I speak in English, though my speech is not perfect. But I think, that we can understand each other. If you to me can To leave your telephone number, I shall try to you to call.

Hi mine lovely Terry,
It can to you and will seem not absolutely sincerely, but believe me, that my words Go from the heart and I with you sincerely as with anybody. I want to you to tell, That all this time, while I could not to you write I much about you thought and very strongly Missed. Yes, I am very long and with huge impatience waited for this moment, when Again I can read mail from you and write. I at once want you to thank that you can help me with the people. If it is necessary Will contact to whom, I shall inform you. As though was not, I am very grateful to you for it. You as could ask me that I studied in institute. It is a history and literature.My work was tightened, that I did not expect. But as though all was not, I very much love the work and is devoted to it. And on To this I endow much for the sake of her. I receive many new knowledge, for what very much Is grateful to the activity. The science for me much means and it happens so, that I completely leave in it. It is my life and I am very happy, that could choose This of a way in life. I was broken off to write to you earlier, using possible The moments. But to my huge affliction of Internet - cafe I did not work also is compelled Was to wait for that time, when I can take advantage of the computer of my sister. Continuing the letter I want to you to speak words of huge gratitude for warm Words, with which your letter is filled. It was very interesting to me to have news About you and to learn about your life it is more. But I at heart very inquisitive and I would like to learn about you ever more and more. You for me become close on To interests by the man and I am very grateful to you for this, like absolutely recently The friendship, which has arisen between us. My soul in delight that we with you We approach ever more and more. My heart is overflowed by new emotions and me The dialogue with you strongly touches. I have got again sensation of spiritual affinity With the man so far who is taking place while from me. But to huge pleasure, I I have possible chance to arrive to you. Me steel are known in more detail news about To trip in USA. Me informed, that I can advance to New York. You see it not far from you? I shall be in USA during three months. It is possible, if my practice will be To pass successfully, I can remain on longer term. That under the truth I very much want. So we can precisely meet during three months. Most likely I shall help to give rates of Russian, Russian literature and Histories. I do not want to brag, but I have good knowledge in this area. To me Very much it would be desirable, that our meeting could be held as soon as possible. To me so Interestingly you to meet personally. If it will be interesting, I could to you much To tell about Russia and to teach you a good lesson of Russian. I hope, What I can expect for your help in English?:-)) While my arrival in USA Is planned on January. I already began to prepare the documents, which are necessary for me for trip. Exacter date I can name to you later, as soon as to me together. I think We can lead with you enough time together. My desire to meet With you and to learn personally is very great. I think, that we could with you go in museums And we could be divided by features of the cultures. Romantic supper at candles, Dances under favourite music... It so is perfect!!! My heart shudders at such dreams. Mine lovely, I very much wish, that our relations would grow ever more about more. Earlier I tested to you usual sympathy. Now you penetrate in my soul ever more and I am more also I want with you to be divided by many ideas. I could represent, as Our friendship could bring up in the large love. I do not want to hurry events, but I would like to you about it to speak. You for me began already very much to mean and I think, That I can speaks with you freely about such things. I understand, that both I, and you we have Lacks. But you see them there is any of living on this ground. And if the people can To love each other on the present, in these relations there will be no place negative To features. To see the boon and all light in the man it is the large talent, which obeys Love. I see in you the light and sincere man, which could sate my soul By positive emotions. I so am happy, that we could find each other. You know, I at heart can love one. If I could will grow fond of one man, it likely on always. All my friends consider me devoted. I know, that if to whom or from mine close and friends To be necessary my help, I shall do all from myself possible what to help them. I so Is sure, that if to me to be necessary their help, also they always will make all for me. It is the very important aspect of the present relations; the love it, or friendship is not dependent on that. So know, my lovely friend, that on me you can expect, if to you to be necessary The help. I shall do everything, that only in my forces. I know, that in the world there are a lot of malicious people, Which use it., which like repeatedly came across me such people Seem to you by the present friends, but when I appeared in a trouble, they simply vanished. I do not want to have anything general with such people. And though in my life was also such bitter Cases, but I all the same sincerely believe in the present and devoted friends. I very much would want, That in our relations such friendship would prosper. With such feelings and ideas To anothers life to become much more joyfully and more pleasantly. You know, for me not so The internal world of the man is important. Age, appearance, расса etc. for me do not play The large role. It is all outside factors, with which I do not give the large attention. I always would like to have the relation with the man, which as drew more The internal world of the man, rather than that outside. To me would like as to have yours Opinion in this occasion? You know, in youth, when to me there were 15 years, I have felt Passionate draft to one boy. With it we together were engaged in section in volleyball. It was very beautiful and well combined. But later, when I have tried with it to be pulled together, That has understood, that it is the very dry and hard man. It for two years was more senior than me. And Since then I simply have ceased to pay attention to external advantages, which to that Frequently it appear are opposite spiritual. But it not always so. Yes, I have some more photo for you. It was made by spring the last year. How it to you? It is a pity, that I can not send you while more. But I think it gives you the even greater representation About me. You know, as though not my life was sated with work and other businesses, With which I give back the time, I nevertheless felt before occurrence you very lonely. You have brought to my life many joyful instants. Though I also love to have a rest, but for Last time it is possible not so and frequently. I very much love to go in campaigns on a nature And to conduct an active image of life. I not especially am involved with bars, in which people idly Will carry out time behind the use of alcoholic drinks. Certainly I sometimes get out in similar Institutions with the friends, but never I use a lot of alcoholic drinks. Besides I do not smoke. My lovely friend, on today it is time to me already to finish the letter. I shall try To write to you still is speed. I shall be with impatience to wait for the moment, with which I can take advantage and go in the Internet what to receive the letter from already close to me The man. With sincere feelings and warm kiss, Your friend Sergei.

Hi mine lovely Terry,
I so am glad to speak these words again and again!!! As it is a pity, that I can not it do constantly. I as constantly thank the sister that she gives me an opportunity to have The Internet. Due to this we could find each other! For me it it is a lot of! You asked me about a structure on day.com. I was not registered on this site. It has helped To me to do my sister Olga. I at Olga asked also it to me has told, that my structure was already removed. And what for to me to have it, you see I already could find you and me awfully well to have such man, As you. My life is full of new sense and all this due to you. You the remarkable man and I don't stop to thank destiny that it does not stop to please wishful with the gifts. Your letters for me, as a freshening drink of a drink in gloomy desert of my feelings. You fill My life by new dreams and hopes. Yes, it is words really able to find remarkable The man, with what you are represented in my eyes. In my imagination is constantly drawn Reality of our future meeting. My feelings are overflowed love and tenderness to you. My despair due to you has stopped to oppress and to dry up my lonely soul. You know, Many people began to notice in me changes. It so is perfect to feel that you are dear to whom that and That you are ready with pleasure to meet. My life superficially remains same. I the same as And before I am engaged in those by things, which make my life. But my internal world, which Remains for environmental not accessible, has exchanged in a root. And I am grateful to this to you. You have installed in Me that remarkable feeling, which replenishes with each day increasing and greater By heat to you. I can show all with the large eagerness the initiative in eyes of my heads. This trip, which they promised to orginize for me in New York, I think can to both of us give very much. On the first time, as me have told, I can stop in hotel. While I do not know in which. Further me promised to place in a room, which will be paid by institute for the program Exchange of the students. Me as give a good opportunity to earn decent money. So We with you shall have on the charges. Mine lovely, as soon as me will be known even any news about my trip, I at once shall inform you it. I already begin to test such excitement And delight before forthcoming trip..... And certainly meetings with you. You know, after We can meet in New York, I think to you as it will be interesting to visit Russia. You know, it will be a huge adventure, if you can arrive in Cheboksary later. I can show you set of remarkable places of the native land, and as we can travel On cities of Russia. After I can a lot of free time will come back from USA at me. But while I would not like to think, as I yet do not know, whether you can find time for this trip. Anyway, I could to you help, than only I can. I the christian also believe in the God and I am ready To help you, as well as all close people. My family deeply religious and I am very grateful To the parents, which could bring up me by such, what I am. They live with me and as Are very glad, that at me the chance has appeared to go in USA. With huge melancholy and dreams of you I am compelled On today to finish the letter. As it is a pity, that I had not time to you to write more. I wanted it so!!! About love and fidelity, Yours Sergei. P.S. Yes, hardly again not forgotten to send you the home address: 428000, Russia, Cheboksary, Elgera Street, 1-98 Sergei Egoshin

Hi my lovely friend!!!!!
I with pleasure begin to write to you this letter and I want to speak you words of my new feelings, Which have gushed over me. It so is perfect to realize, that you so is warmly concern to And it is possible right now, when I write you these lines, think of me. You know, though and I today had a lot of work, but I could reach and not write to you. I yesterday am long not Could fall asleep and all thought that as it is perfect to have the friend, which is you on The other end of ground. My feelings replenish with each letter and unique, I can give them To you sitting for the computer. But it only small drop in the sea, that I can To transfer by means of words. Though I also try to be in life strong, but always comes That moment, when I come home and the despair mine does not know a limit. It happens to me so hardly and alone. Though hardly someone can about me such think. You see I try myself always to hold in hands. First, that I wanted to find in love is simply friendship. When can rely on it The man wholly and completely. In my life there was such man, about which loss I already wrote to you. We were connected very much much and we always could against each other rely. But it remained all in the past. Now I am very lonely.... NO, I WAS, was lonely.... You have appeared in my life and, though likely about It do not guess, but you have installed in my soul that feeling, which did not suffice to me so all This time. Your letters matchless by the kindness and understanding me. I find in you That man, the dreams about which for a long time have taken hold of my consciousness. I VERY MUCH WANT YOU!!!!!!!! I still can not find explanations to , why I could not fall asleep yesterday. What it? Really yours Calmness and not persuasive kindness can on me so influence. Is not present, I can not it express by words. My language remains powerless before these feelings. I can't comprehend it yet. I am ready to rush barefoot to run to you. I know, the life gives me chance. And I can not leave that to me by destiny is outlined in advance. With love, yours Sergei.

My lovely, a huge flow of feelings on me has gushed , which it is simple I was unable to constrain. I again and again read your letter and my soul All with the large delight accepts it. It is pleasant very much to me, that you like stay in Russia. I think, it will be Very interestingly! By the way, I certainly heard about ours Ludmila Petrova. It is our pride! The truth is a pity, that I could not it see. You asked me as About, whether are available gays in Cheboksary. Certainly they are, I in it am sure. But me while Such man did not come across. Besides at us the relation can be very much latent >From behind prejudices. I spoke you, that at us the people very badly address to gays and it To transfer very difficultly. On the account of the address, which I have sent to you, certainly you can To write the letters on it. The truth it will be for certain long to go. But nevertheless it is necessary to try:-) Yes, I wanted you even more To speak about my forthcoming trip. I was informed, that we are 5 here who go to New York All of us shall be placed separately. I still Precisely do not know, in what area I should live. It will be possible It is known only before departure, because for the present have not decided, where and who will be determined My lovely Terry, I wait I can not That moment, when I can set off to you. Yes, I today could buy Very interesting thing, but while it is a surprise. As I shall bring it To you. In the beginning I thought to send it to you by mail, but then has decided, that Faster probably I can deliver it to you... And still I want to see Your delight, when you can it receive. It is valid very much Tremendous thing! You yourself soon will estimate it. I shall speak you on today once again good-bye. About love, Sergei.

Hi my sweet Terry,
Your letters become for me more and more and more exciting!!!!!! I am simple believe I can not yet, that our meeting can be held absolutely already soon!!! My Lovely, my delight is boundless!!! You know, it is very interesting, that in USA mark Christmas of December 25. In Russia this Holiday celebrate on January 7. Yes, it is the really large holiday and at us it as Many celebrate. Usually everyone go in church. And largest I nevertheless consider it New year!You know, today my ideas were overflowed By representations about that time, when we can be together. You know, I and itself did not assume, that my mind can be grasped with such bright Representations of our affinity. Though I and not the supporter to write about similar Things, but I simply can not myself constrain. I to you am boundless I trust And I think I can write about all. You know, as soon as I began to represent, As it is pleasant and exciting our lips are closed, I was incurred(carried) by(with) all further and Further. And to stop these ideas I simply not could............ And did not want. I could not stop on your lips and I would like increasing and greater. Our clothes, practically not appreciablly disappeared from our bodies and gave complete Freedom of actions to our movements and desires. Not having noticed, how we Already have appeared on a bed, we continued all with increasing force and excitation caress and to lead up each other in a condition of fury. I strewed you by kisses >From a head up to legs, not leaving centimeter of your body without petting. My language ran into yours navel and forced all body to immerse in a condition Paradise pleasure. I paid all below and below than caress and at last has reached That secret place, from caress which hardly itself has not terminated. My language is gentle Has touched the head and has forced thus to strain up to a critical condition. It is a little more also it would break off from huge inflow of blood. I immersed Your member in a mouth all is deeper and more deeply, forcing you thus to issue sounds Bliss. Stopping on second I moved attention to yours testicles, caress by their gentle and hardly by appreciable touches of language. But at the same time not forgot about a trunk of the sexual member. It again and again was immersed in my mouth all with more By increasing force. But I did not give you an opportunity quickly to terminate and passed Again to other erogenous zones. Your legs were widely and tip of language I Could concern yours anus. At these moments you overflow a condition of bliss, Giving vent it is by a languid vote. My hands at this time wandered on your body, ironed buttocks also supplemented sensations of affinity. The next capture of your member by my mouth has resulted To the even greater increase of pulse, also was accompanied by more and more increasing rattles And sighes. This time you could not yourselves constrain any more and has allowed you to terminate. My mouth filled juice of life and I helped to exhaustits rests, not leaving drop in Yours organism. At the culmination moment my consciousness has grasped paradise sensation Satisfactions and I have terminated together with you. Our bodies without were vitally lowered and Some minutes could not be moved. We laid and enjoyed that fantastic By condition of our bodies.. You simply can to yourselves present it. When I scrolled in To the head these ideas I nearly have not terminated. This fairy tale, to which us it is ever more and more Approaches our desires. I am wholly absorbed only by this moment. And it is necessary To present, that it is an absolutely small part of all our futureoccupations. I wake up each morning all with the large stocks of energy, which me can move To this treasured dream. I with you on shall forgive today in hope that you am faster Can it read. Our dreams and reality of the future absolutely are already close. With love, yours Sergei. P.S. Yes, me could help Olga to bring in the computer one more photo.

My most wonderful man on ground!!!!!!! My lovely Terry!!!!!!!!
I could reach the computer and it now for me happiest Minutes!!! I so passionately waited, when I can to you write again words By the large love, about which already I think constantly!!! Yes, it can seem By complete madness.... Yes you see so it likely also is!!!!!!!! I have fallen in love in you Wholly and completely. My heart again is filled love and passion to mine To the tender and gentle man. You have presented me the present fairy tale, about which I could for a long time already dream. Though we for the present were not together, but I and without it could To find in your soul those remarkable qualities really of perfect man. As it is a pity, that all of us still are so far apart. But time with every second reduces our separation. I began to spend time behind ideas And dreams of you and, how we shall be together. I lie down to sleep and frequently by hours not I can fall asleep. You have taken hold of my ideas and carry away me in dreams on most Perfect clouds of bliss. I still until recently could not believe, that The feeling of love again could fill my for a long time suffering soul. I consider everyone Hour of our separation and it to become simply painfully. I present that Remarkable minute, when we can meet each other and embrace. I Wanted you to kiss only. I can I am presented to you too passionate.... But I anything I can not with myself make... I such, with what am. Me have captured again gushed Remarkable feelings of love also I want with them to be divided... Is a pity, that while only on Words. My lovely, I pray you, take offence that I still can write to you Frequently. Though my work was lowered, but I am still very much loaded. I try >From all forces to make all from itself dependent, that me could permit faster To go in USA (and between us speaking, to you;)I as congratulate once again you with New year. Happiness to you and all best. You asked me as, how celebrate at us New year. It is a family holiday and On this basically we are going by the family and we meet New year. The ambassador everyone go On елку, which to be on the central area of city. As we go in the visitors to the friends And relatives. Mine lovely, I as am grateful to you for the explanatories about New York and circuit. My lovely, I SO MISS ON YOU!!! I never hurried time, as now. But it as On evil, as if even more slowly begins to go. Yes, you have filled in my head By ideas on you, and my feelings love. And I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! My lovely friend and beloved, Write to me about everything, that at you on heart. I with huge impatience shall wait for that moment, When I can have the Internet and receive from you mail. And now I want to you to give most Passionate kiss and to speak good-bye! About light love, Yours Sergei.

Hi mine lovely Terry!!!!!!!!!
It was joyful to me so to receive your mail!!! The circumstances are a pity, that Compelled me again so long to not write to you. Mine beloved, I had many businesses Connected with my trip in USA. But as though all was not, I not ceasing thought of you About the large love. I constantly thought of you in New Year's night, which I could lead with the family. I as once again want to congratulate you on the come 2003. Mine lovely Terry, I was simply shaken, that you could find my street and house!!! Yes, it is most The first house on Elgera Street. Now you already visually precisely know a place of my residing. And now about businesses and in more detail. I shall begin from a beginning and more in detail. I only today in evening could come back >From Moscow. It is very a pity, that I could not you warn earlier. I simply had not time To get in Internet - cafe. In Moscow my time was as I am very much limited also simply not Could to you have time to write. After arrival in Moscow I Was directed to the centre on employment abroad, where me have directed from ours Institute. Me there well have met also I could have an advice at the expert. At me checked all documents and with them all in the order. My knowledge was appreciated As one of best. I awfully was afflicted with that news, about which me nothing spoke In our institute. Quantity of free-of-charge places, on which students are sent in USA is strictly limited. That is the state can not pay the tickets In USA by all. On our institute 3 free-of-charge places, in which I were allocated Too got. But now, when the business approaches to the taxes, me inform that These places are already engaged. Last days I try to achieve what I so Was included in this list. But as me privately have informed, that these places were Are allocated to the relatives of the people occupying the large posts on a service. It very much not Fairly and I still try, that me would give this trip. As nevertheless not This world is fair!!! All best is taken away to themselves authority by the propertying people. They not Are considered not with preparation, with qualification. And you see me repeatedly put forward On urban and regional Olympiads on a history and literature, in which I occupied the first places. And now, when the speech goes about serious businesses, at me it is simple Take away it. Me as could inform, that I can be sent at own expense. That is to buy the tickets is independent and to advance in USA. There on same Conditions to me the residence and work will be allocated, as all and was supposed. But where to me to take such large sum! I already thought of much it, but while to me remains Only to struggle for validity. If nothing to turn out, I shall try To search for money or to try to borrow. You see in New York to me will pay decently my work And already during one month I can fulfil expenses for the tickets in both ends. But it Latest, that I will need to do. Mine lovely, I still bring to you Apologies, that could not to you so long write. But I think you can understand me and My condition. I thought of you all this time much and, how nevertheless it is not fair Manage with the people in our country. Mine lovely, I shall struggle up to the end. I any more so much I want to have this work, as earlier, how many to meet you!!!!!!! Yes, for me It became a subject of extreme importance. We could find each other and I shall aspire To our meeting by all soul. You could wake in me almost already died feeling By love and I am indefinitely grateful to you for it. Now there were last, decisive days. I shall try to write to you more and to inform on all progress. If one of these days I can find a little free time, I shall call to you. I so I dream to hear you, to speak with you... Even it is not enough... MINE LOVELY, I YOU SO I LOVE!!!!!!!!! As is a pity, that time does not allow me to remain even longer for By the computer. I so want to share with you the soul. I want with you to speak by hours.... About all... To me so you are necessary!!! You, became for me hereby friend and FAVOURITE MAN!!! Mine lovely, I on today leave you and I speak good-bye. About whom you know, that he yours. Sergei.