Hi, my dear Paul!
I had a feeling inside that I will get a reply
from you. So when I went to the Internet cafe I was a little sad. I
wait your letter. You know, I don't have telephone and my own computer
at home, so I have to go to the Internet cafe to check e-mail from
you. It was so amazing to get a letter from you, that I was smiling
all the time and people looked at me like I was very funny. I think
that you are interested to know where I work. So I work in a school,
as a teacher of elementary grades, if you understand I teach children
who are 7 to 9 y.o. So, I like my profession and job very much. You
already know that I adore children and when I look at them, I feel
that I will be a very good mother. But at the same time I understand
that it is a great responsibility and I will do my best to give
everything to my baby. Well, I want to ask you something. What do you
think about children, what is your feelings and attitude to the
children? May be I do not told you yet, that I never have been in USA,
I traveled only to the Black sea. Well, as you know, I am Christian
and I am going to the church not so often, usually I am going every
Saturday; so and now I will be pray for us!!! The time will just show
everything to us. As soon as we see each another we will understand
it. And you? Are you real Christian, and do you go to the church? I
want to say you a little bit about my favorites, my favorite color is
green, and sometime I like a little red and my favorite figure is 3.
So, about meals, I like seafood, vegetables and fruits, also soaps
etc. And I must to say I like to cook. My mom said that I am a good
cooker. By the way, may be I do not told you yet, I live at home with
my mom. We are very good friends with my mom! I like this. We can talk
about everything and we help each other. So, please tell me something
about your parents, and how many natives you had? And if you are
interesting in it, my mom's name is Ekaterina. As you know I like
sport and what about pets, I like pets, I have a little cat now, her
name is Pushinka. So, I think that I told you my basic favorites! And
what about you? What are your likes and dislikes? Ok, I will send this
letter to you and will go home. It is already late and the Internet
cafe is rather far from my home. At this time of the day it is very
difficult with the transport. I must going on city transport, because
I do not have my own car, but I can drive, I learn it earlier. I will
be waiting your letter. See you later. Warm hugs, Oksana.
Hi, my dearest Paul!
I am very happy to get a letter from you again.
I would like to tell you about my friends now. I already told you that
I have many friends and they all are very different. My best
girl-friend is Sveta. She is divorced and she has a child. I often go
to visit them. Her son is a wonderful boy and I always buy something
tasty for him. I also have some friends from my school. We meet almost
every month and go somewhere to the bar or to the cinema. We also like
to visit each another at home, drink tea, cook something tasty , sing
songs, go to walk around the town. We like to visit different
exhibitions, to go to theatre. I also communicate with many people in
the gym. I am very sociable person and I like to communicate with
different people. I think that one of the best things in the life is
communication with nice and interesting people. * I dream about having
a family and to have close friends, to gather together and to spend
vacations, to have picnics, to go out together. Ok, dreams again. I
just think that it is very important to have close friends, which can
be with you in good and bad moments in the life. Good friends will
help you when you need. I think I will better answer some of your
questions, instead of dreaming. I am glad that have met the person
knowing and respecting our history. I heard by radio that some
Americans think that Napoleon was defeated by them. I read about your
history and a nature a little. The only thing that was not pleasant to
me this that your ancestors have destroyed all bisons. They are very
beautiful animals. Similar animals are and in our country. It zubr,
but they live in woods and already three times all thought that they
have died out. Well, I need to close here. I am thinking about you all
the time. Take care. Bye! Yours Oksana.
Hi, sunshine Paul!
The day is great today because I've got a letter
from you. You are the best what I have in my life and I am not alone
any more. Every time I go to the Internet cafe, it is a date with you.
It is the greatest even for me during the day. I even can't find the
words to describe what feelings I have when I get a message from you.
It is like a storm. I forget about the world around me- only you and I
in the whole world. But every fairy-tale has the end -sometimes sad,
sometimes happy. I hope that we will have the happy end, what do you
think? Well. Long lines is not present in our shops now but not all
people can buy the foodstuffs which they want, because the income of
the majority people is less than cost that they want to buy. Yesterday
I decided to talk to my mom about you. I was a little bit afraid to do
it. The reason is that she loves very much and of course, like every
mother she worries about me. It is not an easy step to leave
everything you have and move to the strange country. The country, you
know nothing about. But I am sure that with you I would be feel safe
and secure and that I have nothing to be afraid of. I told this to my
mom and read some points from your letter. She told me that she trusts
me. And if I am happy, she is happy too. She thinks that you are a
good, reliable, honest, kind and caring person. And she wishes us only
happiness and good luck. But of course, only the meeting will show us
if we really were made for each another. I am sure already that you
are my second half. We really have much in common and I admire and
respect you. Tomorrow we are going to visit my aunt (my mother's elder
sister). She is the only one left in our family. My grandparents died
and I miss them very much. I loved them very much. My aunt, her name
is Olga, lives in the countryside not far from our city. She is 56
years old and she is often ill. So we often go to visit her and to
help with everything we can. She loves me like her own daughter and
always very glad to see me. I will write you after that. So I will
close here, dear. Take care. Kisses and hugs. You are always with me
in my heart. Yours, Oksana.
Hi, sunshine Paul!
Every morning I open my eyes and think about you.
And I run to the Internet cafe again with the hope to get your letter.
So at last I am able to read it and to write you, my dearest. Isn't it
happiness? The only thing makes me sad is that you are so far away
from me. There is a distance between us but nothing will stop me from
seeing you. With each day my feelings to you become stronger. And I am
so afraid to lose you. I want to share everything with you and to be
near you, just to feel your warmth. I dream about it every day. You
really drive me crazy, now I can think only about you. And I don't
need anyone except you. I want us to be together, to make love, to
enjoy the time we spend together, just to watch movies, to cook
together, to listen to music, to go out, to do everything which is
called - family! Well, I will better stop here, because I don't want
you to think that I am weird but I am really crazy about you. There is
no minute when I don't think about you. I think that in your house
there is no one thing, it is female spirit. Well, I promised to tell
you about my visit to my aunt. She is very ill and we do everything to
help her. My salary is very small but I will spend all the money I
have just for her to recover. The medicine is very expensive here and
sometimes I hate my country for such a hard life we have here.
Products, medicine, and clothes - everything costs a lot here but
sometimes we don't get our salaries for several months. But I am not
complaining, don't think so. I just need to share it with you. You are
the dearest person for me now and when I talk to you, I feel much
better. I love my mom and my aunt, they are my family now and I want
you to be the part of my family too, though you are already the part
of it. Hope that you are not against of it. You are a very close and
dear person to me and I thank the God that he gave me the opportunity
to find you in this big-big world. I need to close here and to go to
work. Take care, my dear and smile for me!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye! Write you
tomorrow. Yours forever. Oksana.
Hi, honey Paul!
It is already a tradition for me to go to the
Internet cafe. But frankly speaking, it is the best what is going on
during my day. I enjoy every letter I get from you and re-read them
every night. My aunt without changes now. I should issue some
documents spend for it some money, to leave the country. I want to
share my life with you, I want to be always with you, to feel your
warmth and care. I am a very emotional, passionate, hot-tempered woman
and it is usual for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange
for you, we haven't met with you in the real life, we have only
letters which I cherish but I have the feeling that we know each
another for ages. Hope you are not scared with all these and you
understand me. The most important in the relations between two people,
man and woman, love, of course, mutual understanding, respect. Two
people should trust each another at first, understand, care about each
another. His life will be my life and I will give him all my love,
care and tenderness. Let's fantasy a little bit. Imagine:……………..
night, romance, we are alone in the room, we turn on the music and
dance slowly. I look into your eyes, they are so deep and you look in
mine, they are full of emotions. I see your lips, so soft and I want
to kiss them. We love each another and the minute is an eternity….. Or
so….. you are coming back from work. I am waiting for you. I have
cooked a very tasty dinner and we are sitting at the table, you tell
me the news, about your work and I am just listening to you. I don't
need anything else. I just enjoy the moments I spend with you. Then we
go to the living room and watch the movie. We are sitting on the sofa,
hugging and kissing. Just the calm evening…. Or so ….. weekend, we are
cooking breakfast for our children, they are running near us - a boy
and a girl. After breakfast we are going to walk, we are having
picnic, then we are going to see our friends and we come back home
tired but so happy. We spent a day with our family. Children are
sleeping already and we are alone. We are making love and the whole
night is not enough for us. Tomorrow one more week will begin and it
will be even better…………. Well, enough with my dreams…..Write me ,
please, your thoughts about it. I am waiting impatiently for your
reply, sunshine. Hot kisses for you . Your baby Oksana.
Sunshine Paul !!!!!!!
One more day without you. Only your letters
help me not to be sad. I think that you very good person and we could
loving(liking) each other. And it is possible, I can leave my country
little bit later. Today I am going to visit aunt Olga. Mom can't go
with me, she needs to work. And after I finish my work, I will go to
see her. She still didn't recover and I worry about her a lot. She is
not a young girl and she needs my care. The weather is bad today, it
is awfully cold, the sky is so gray, cloudy and the cold wind is
blowing. I am in a low spirit today, you are far from me and there are
so many problems. There is one more thing which upsets me, I already
told you that the service of the Internet cafe is rather expensive and
I can't write you long letters any more. I still haven't got my salary
and I almost don't have money. It upsets me very much. I hate this
situation. Money is nothing. But at the same time we can't live
without it. I wish I could have much money to write as much as I can
and as often as I wish. But alas! Ok, let's close this sad topic. I
really need to go, dear. I miss you badly. Tomorrow I will go to the
church and will pray for you and for us. And I will thank the God that
I have you in my life now. Thank you. Kisses and hugs, Your one and
only. Oksana.
My darling, Paul!!!
As always I am so excited to get a letter from
you. Thank you, but I think that it will be not correct to ask yours
the help. Everything is as usual in my life and nothing special
happens. I have seen the movie Pretty woman. I am sure you have seen
it too. I like this movie and I have seen it several times already.
After it I went to sleep and I was dreaming about us. I believe that
you are my second half and the destiny helped us to meet. It is our
chance to be happy and we can't miss it. It would be unfair. I
understand that we don't know each another for long time and we
haven't met but I don't care. I just know what I feel inside and my
heart tells me everything. I would never believe that I could fall in
love with the person I have never met in the real life. But now I have
experienced it and I believe in it. Everything could happen in this
life. And there is nothing strange in it. I need to tell you one
thing. It is really very important for me. But I need to know that you
trust me. You shouldn't have any concerns about me. I don't deserve
it. I have only serious intentions about you. Just write me that you
trust me and I will be not scared to tell you this. I need to tell you
this, because it is very hard to feel it inside and not be able to
tell you. Please, dear tell me, that you trust me and that you don't
think that I am weird. It is not so, I am just very sensitive and
sensual person. And you mean everything for me in my life. I just
can't imagine my life without you anymore. I will better die than lose
you. My life will be empty without you, it will have no meaning. I
will think about it tonight and will write you about my feelings
tomorrow. Please, be honest with me and write me your thoughts. Do you
trust me? Take care, honey. You are in my heart. Thousands kisses.
Yours forever, Oksana.
Hello my love!!!
I really miss you very much. I want to see you, to
kiss you, to do everything you want. I will do everything to be with
you as soon as possible. I know that you will do it too. I know that
my life with you will be very happy. I love you much more. My love to
you is my life now. I live now only for you. You must feel it as I
feel your love. I think that I will be able to come to you very soon.
I want it right now. I will be very glad to make you happy. I stop
intrigue you. Soon you will see everything yourself. I let you go
now. You must have a rest now I think. I will right you soon and know
that you will right soon too. I love you forever. I miss you so much.
I want you with all my body, head and soul. Your loving Oksana.
Hi my beloved Paul!
I am glad to read your letter again. Your letters help
me to live. I thank the god each day for he let me know you. I dream
about we could do together many good things. I love you as I love life
because you are life for me. I need you, as the bird needs in flight,
as the fish needs in water. You are all for me. I love you very much.
Forever yours, Oksana.
My beloved Paul !!!
I have a very good news for you! I love you so
much!!! I went to the Embassy and I've got visa today. I am so happy!
At last I will be able to come to you and to hug you. There were no
problems there. They asked me some questions and I told them that I am
going to meet with the man I love most of all in the world.I shall
take no-charge holiday on my work. I think that it will not have a
problem for me. So everything I need now is to buy tickets for my trip
to you. It is not very pleasant for me to say it again but you know
that I don't have money to buy tickets. So I need to ask you to help
me with it. I will have to go to Moscow because the most comfortable
for me international airport in Moscow. I will also need to buy
tickets for my trip to Moscow . But they promised to book me not very
expensive tickets. They will be waiting for me for several days and I
need to go Moscow as soon as possible to pay for them and then I will
be able to come to you. So, dear, hope you understand my situation now
and you will do your best to make our dream come true. You can send
money to my address and my name. I will get them and then I will buy
tickets and will pick my things and will be ready to leave for you.
So, I will need for about $700 ( $600 for the tickets to USA and $100
for my trip to Moscow and for some expenses I may have, like hotel ).
I hope for your understanding. Imagine only several days separate us
from each another. And only the money between us. Please, do it for me
us as soon as possible. I want to hug, to kiss you and to feel you by
my side so much. Please, don't upset me. I love you so much. You are
my joy and my happiness. I will find the way to write you from Moscow
and to let you know that everything is fine. Everything would be so
easy after I buy the tickets. Nothing will prevent us from being
together. So, please, try to send the money within some days and let
me know about it, Ok. My sunshine, I know that you understand me and
you love me. And these little problems will be not between us. Tell me
that you love me and everything will be alright. I am waiting
impatiently for your reply. I love you very much, darling! Your
Oksana.
My dear, loved Paul.
We shall be happy, we shall be the most good
pair in the world, necessarily. I feel it. I am very glad that I can
to arrive to you soon. It is very well that there not coldly because
here at night frosts already, And in the afternoon we have only 11'C.
I do not know how many it on yours. But it is coldly. I yesterday
looked through the culinary books and searched that I shall cook for
us. I think that to like you it. LOVE And KISSES. I impatiently wait
for your letter. Forever yours Oksana.
Hi mine dearest Paul.
I very much liked your letter. I impatiently
wait for a meeting with you. I can begin the travel October, third or
October, fourth. I do not know when I can receive money. I shall
write to you the information on flight when I shall arrive to Moscow.
Probably I should be in Moscow one day. I shall buy tickets on
airflight which will have less than others of changes. Because I am
afraid to be lost, a little. Write to me please. I love you very
much. Many hot kisses. Forever yours Oksana.
Hi, sunshine!
I am writing you from the Internet cafe now. Excuse me
please that I did not write to you but I had some problems. Now in
Russia all people should change the passports for passports of a new
kind. And I should change it too to leave the country. I have told
that it important for me that it was not long, and I have paid little
bit more money for it. But now I have my new passport. I’ve bought the
tickets. But I am so upset with one fact now. I can’t leave my country
without the insurance. It is the last thing I need now. But you know
yourself how many troubles happen in the world now, terrorist acts and
so on. That is why there is a rule that the person can't leave for
another country without having an insurance. It is the rule for
everyone and I am not an exception. I’ve paid almost all the money for
the tickets. You have to send the money by Western Union as earlier. I
will need $ 200 for the insurance. Dear, I am really so upset and am
tired from all this. I want to be with you so much and to forget about
all the hardships we are having now. It is Russia, problems are on
every step here. So, please, my darling, help me to finish all this. I
am tired and I need your support. I can’t write you much now. I am
waiting for your reply. But please, do it as soon as possible. Love
you a lot. Miss you badly. Forever yours girl.
Hi my dearest Paul.
Excuse me that I did not write ????? I did not
want to spend money. The information on my flight: I shall not write
everything, I shall arrive in Indianapolis at 18:27 on 14 of October.
Number ???? is US4763 of US Airways. I shall do change the airplane in
New York. And from Moscow I shall depart by the plane of the Russian
airline - Aeroflot. Please ?????? to me to meet you. I wait for your
letter. With many kisses forever yours Oksana.