Her Letters

Hi, my dearest friend Nick!
I write you from Russia, from city of Ivanovo. I have seen your picture and decided to use my chance to get acquainted with you. I know that somewhere in this world lives my second half . And Internet is a good way to find him. So why not to try to get to know each another? I believe that I need to tell you more about myself. My name is Oksana. My height is for about 170cm and weight is for about 54 kg. I was born on March 25, 1974. To have a better idea of my appearance you can look at my picture which is attached to this letter. I want to apologize for some mistakes in my letter. You see, I am not very good at English but I am studying it hard myself and hope to prove my knowledge someday. As for my family, I am an only child in my family. I have neither sisters no brothers. My parents are divorced for long time already. My father left us when I was still a little girl and I haven't seen him since that time. It is really very sad and I am always very upset thinking about it. So I am looking for the person who will be a reliable husband, friend, lover for me loves children because I adore children and would like to have a happy, friendly family and our children to live in the atmosphere of joy and happiness. It is my dream to create my own family and to present all my love , care and tenderness to my future husband and children. I have many interests and I will tell you about it in brief. Well, I can't imagine my life without music. I get up with music and go to bed with it.J I always listen to music when I do something at home and it helps me to be in a high spirit. I like everything from classical to modern music. Usually it depends on my mood. From modern foreign music, I prefer Elton John, Madonna, Joe Cocker, Houston, etc. I always try to find some time during the day to read a book. Usually I do it before going to bed. I prefer Russian classics, such as Pushkin, Lermontov, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Dostoevski and many others. I have re-read them many times already and every time I take one of these books, it is like I am reading it for the first time. I am sure you have heard about these writers. Sometimes I don't mind to read something from the modern literature, detective stories or novels. I do it just for fun. Sport is a great part of my life. I go to the gym twice a week and also do aerobics. It helps me to be in a good shape and in a high spirit. When I am training, I forget about all problems and hardships in my life. I love my friends a lot and I have many of them. They are all very different and it is always a great pleasure to see them. Sometimes we go to the night clubs but do it seldom because it is rather expensive for me. We like just to walk around the town and talk about different things. We often go to visit each another, it so nice to sit at home with a cup of hot tea in the cold winter evening. We often go to the cinema and enjoy our time there. When I watch a movie, it is like I am getting to that unusual for me world full of emotions, passion, love and tenderness. You see I am very romantic and I like romantic dinners with the candles, surprises, night walks under the stars and many, many another things and some day I hope to experience all these with my beloved man. Well, I will close here for today and leave something for tomorrow J I am waiting impatiently for your reply and hope to get to know as much as possible about you. I really like you and have very serious intentions. So feel free to ask me everything you are interested in. Take care and have a good day! Hope to hear from you very soon. Bye!
Oksana.

Hi, my dear Nick!
I was so happy to get a letter from you today! I had the feeling inside that I will get a reply from you. So when I went to the Internet cafe I was in a high spirit. You see, I don't have telephone and my own computer at home, so I have to go to the Internet cafe to check if there is a mail from you. It was so amazing to get a letter from you, that I was smiling all the time and people looked at me like I was crazy. After getting a letter from you I went to work. I think that you are interested to know where I work. So I work as a nurse in the kindergarten. I like my profession and job very much. You already know that I adore children and when I look at them, I feel that I will be a very good mother. But at the same time I understand that it is a great responsibility and I will do my best to give everything to my baby. Of course, I don't know you well and you don't know me. After some letters it may be strange for you to hear these words. The meeting will decide everything but I have the feeling that everything will work for us. I am sure that everything will be fine and that we could be happy together. The time will just show everything to us. As soon as we see each another we will understand it. It is just the matter of time and we need to be patient. Ok, I will send this letter to you and will go home. It is already late and the Internet cafe is rather far from my place. At this time of the day it is very difficult with the public transport. You can spend an hour at the stop to get a bus or trolley bus. All my thoughts are with you, do you will feel it?
Warm hugs, Oksana.

Hi, my dearest Nick!
I am very happy to get a letter from you again. I would like to tell you about my friends now. I already told you that I have many friends and they all are very different. My best girl-friend is Tanya. She is divorced and she has a child. I often go to visit them. Her son is a wonderful boy and I always buy something tasty for him. I also have some friends from my school. We meet almost every month and go somewhere to the bar or to the cinema. We also like to visit each another at home, drink tea, cook something tasty , sing songs, go to walk around the town. We like to visit different exhibitions, to go to theatre. I also communicate with many people in the gym. I am very sociable person and I like to communicate with different people. I think that one of the best things in the life is communication with nice and interesting people. I dream about having a family and to have close friends, to gather together and to spend vacations, to have picnics, to go out together. Ok, dreams again. I just think that it is very important to have close friends, which can be with you in good and bad moments in the life. Good friends will help you when you need. I think I will better answer some of your questions, instead of dreaming. Well, I need to close here. I am thinking about you all the time. Take care. Bye!
Yours Oksana.

Hi, sunshine Nick!
The day is great today because I've got a letter from you. You are the best what I have in my life and I am not alone any more. Every time I go to the Internet cafe, it is a date with you. It is the greatest even for me during the day. I even can't find the words to describe what feelings I have when I get a message from you. It is like a storm. I forget about the world around me- only you and I in the whole world. But every fairy-tale has the end -sometimes sad, sometimes happy. I hope that we will have the happy end, what do you think???????? Yesterday I decided to talk to my mom about you. I was a little bit afraid to do it. The reason is that she loves very much and of course, like every mother she worries about me. It is not an easy step to leave everything you have and move to the strange for you country. The country where you know nothing. But I am sure that with you I would be feel safe and secure and that I have nothing to be afraid of. I told this to my Mom and read some points from your letter. She told me that she trusts me. And if I am happy, she is happy too. She thinks that you are a good, reliable, honest, kind and caring person. And she wishes us only happiness and good luck. But of course, only the meeting will show us if we really were made for each another. I am sure already that you are my second half . We really have much in common and I admire and respect you. Tomorrow we are going to visit my aunt ( my mother's elder sister ). She is the only one left in our family. My grandparents died and I miss them very much. I loved them very much. My aunt, her name is Katya, lives in the country-side not far from our town. She is 56 years old and she is often ill. So we often go to visit her and to help with everything we can. She loves me like her own daughter and always very glad to see me. I will write you after that. So I will close here, dear. I can't write you long letters because the services of the internet-cafe are very expensive. Take care. Kisses and hugs. You are always with me in my heart. Yours Oksana.

Hi, sunshine Nick!
Every morning I open my eyes and think about you. And I run to the Internet cafe again with the hope to get your letter. So at last I am able to read it and to write you, my dearest. Isn't it a happiness? The only thing makes me sad is that you are so far away from me. There is a distance between us but nothing will stop me from seeing you. With each day my feelings to you become stronger. And I am so afraid to lose you. I want to share everything with you and to be near you, just to feel your warmth. I dream about it every day. You really drive me crazy, now I can think only about you. And I don't need anyone except you. I want us to be together, to make love, to enjoy the time we spend together, just to watch movies, to cook together, to listen to music, to go out, to do everything which is called - family! Well, I will better stop here, because I don't want you to think that I am weirdJ But I am really crazy about you. There is no minute when I don't think about you. Well, I promised to tell you about my visit to my aunt. She is very ill and we do everything to help her. My salary is very small but I will spend all the money I have just for her to recover. The medicine is very expensive here and sometimes I hate my country for such a hard life we have here. Products, medicine, clothes- everything costs a lot here but sometimes we don't get our salaries for several months. But I am not complaining, don't think so. I just need to share it with you, You are the dearest person for me now and when I talk to you, I feel much better. I love my mom and my aunt, they are my family now and I want you to be the part of my family too, though you are already the part of it. Hope that you are not against of it. You are a very close and dear person to me and I thank the God that he gave me the opportunity to find you in this big-big world. I need to close here and to go to work. Take care, my dear and smile for me!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye! Write you tomorrow. Yours forever. Oksana.

Hi, honey Nick!
It is already a tradition for me to go to the Internet cafe. But frankly speaking, it is the best what is going on during my day. I enjoy every letter I get from you and re-read them every night. I want to share my life with you, I want to be always with you, to feel your warmth and care. I am a very emotional, passionate, hot-tempered woman and it is usual for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange for you, we haven't met with you in the real life, we have only letters which I cherish but I have the feeling that we know each another for ages. Hope you are not scared with all these and you understand me. The most important in the relations between two people, man and woman, love, of course, mutual understanding, respect. Two people should trust each another at first, understand, care about each another. His life will be my life and I will give him all my love, care and tenderness. Let's fantasy a little bit. Imagine:....... night, romance, we are alone in the room, we turn on the music and dance slowly. I look into your eyes, they are so deep and you look in mine, they are full of emotions. I see your lips, so soft and I want to kiss them. We love each another and the minute is an eternity... Or so... you are coming back from work. I am waiting for you. I have cooked a very tasty dinner and we are sitting at the table, you tell me the news, about your work and I am just listening to you. I don't need anything else. I just enjoy the moments I spend with you. Then we go to the living room and watch the movie. We are sitting on the sofa, hugging and kissing. Just the calm evening.. Or so ... weekend, we are cooking breakfast for our children, they are running near us - a boy and a girl. After breakfast we are going to walk, we are having picnic, then we are going to see our friends and we come back home tired but so happy. We spent a day with our family. Children are sleeping already and we are alone. We are making love and the whole night is not enough for us. Tomorrow one more week will begin and it will be even better..... Well, enough with my dreams...Write me , please, your thoughts about it. I am waiting impatiently for your reply, sunshine. Hot kisses for you .
Your baby Oksana.

Sunshine Nick!!!!!!!
One more day without you. Only your letters help me not to be sad. Today I am going to visit aunt Katya. Mom can't go with me, she needs to work. And after I finish my work, I will go to see her. She still didn't recover and I worry about her a lot. She is not a young girl and she needs my care. I am in a low spirit today, you are far from me and there are so many problems. There is one more thing which upsets me, I already told you that the service of the Internet cafe is rather expensive and I can't write you long letters any more. I still haven't got my salary and I almost don't have money. It upsets me very much. I hate this situation. Money is nothing. But at the same time we can't live without it. I wish I could have much money to write as much as I can and as often as I wish. But alas! Ok, let's close this sad topic. I really need to go, dear. I miss you badly. Tomorrow I will go to the church and will pray for you and for us. And I will thank the God that I have you in my life now. Thank you. Kisses and hugs, Your one and only. Oksana.

Darling Nick!!!
Everything is as usual in my life and nothing special happens. I have seen the movie Pretty woman yesterday. I am sure you have seen it too. I like this movie and I have seen it several times already. After it I went to sleep and I was dreaming about us. I believe that you are my second half and the destiny helped us to meet. It is our chance to be happy and we can't miss it. It would be unfair. I understand that we don't know each another for long time and we haven't met but I don't care. I just know what I feel inside and my heart tells me everything. I would never believe that I can fall in love with the person I have never met in the real life. But now I have experienced it and I believe in it. Everything could happen in this life. And there is nothing strange in it. I need to tell you one thing. It is really very important for me. But I need to know that you trust me. You shouldn't have any concerns about me. I don't deserve it. I have only serious intentions about you. Just write me that you trust me and I will be not scared to tell you this. I need to tell you this, because it is very hard to feel it inside and not be able to tell you. Please, dear tell me, that you trust me and that you don't think that I am weirdJ It is not so, I am just very sensitive and sensual person. And you mean everything for me in my life. I just can't imagine my life without you anymore. I will better die than lose you. My life will be empty without you, it will have no meaning. I will think about it tonight and will write you about my feelings tomorrow. Please, be honest with me and write me your thoughts and tell me just 3 words- I TRUST YOU. I want to send you the address: 153000, Russia, Ivanovo, street Youth, 20- 5. My full name the Oksana Moskalchuk. Take care, honey. You are in my heart. Thousands of kisses. Yours forever. Oksana.

My dearest man in this world Nick!
I thought much about us today. I can't keep it in myself any more. I need to tell you everything I feel inside. You are the dearest person in my life and I can't be apart from you. I know that it sounds strange for you. But even that I haven't met you in the real life, I know one thing for sure. Please, don't be scared. But I want to tell you that I love you, yes, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and the thought about you makes me so happy. I want to be with you so much. I want to feel you with every part of my body, I want to feel the tender touch of your hands, to feel the smell of your body, just to know that I belong to you and that you are mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am full of desire and I want you as a man, I want to be your wife, your friend, your soul mate, your lover, your dream. I understand now perfectly that you are the man of my dream. I was searching for you all my life and now I have found you and I am not going to lose you. We will be happy together, I will do everything for it. I am strong enough to overcome all the difficulties and hardships which are between us. There is no barrier which can stop me. My love will overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. We will be together, believe me. I will cross the ocean just to be with you. I don't need anything else - I just want to see you, to look into your eyes, to kiss your lips, to touch your strong body. My love will be enough for two of us. Do you know the song of Bon Jovi Always. This song is about my feelings to you. I will love you, baby, always and it doesn't matter for me what will be in the future. I will love you, you are the air I breath, the reason for me to live. And there is no life for me without you. Please, don't hurt me and tell me that you understand me. Hope to hear from you very soon. Love you. Miss you badly. Yours forever. Oksana.