UPDATE
2002-11-30
Same letters as other guy on the site, same photos. Exactly same letters,
except name changed..
Same song and dance, work and no money to pay for internet service. Although
only asked for 80 from me to pay for internet cafe charges a month. Same Name used, no last name given
Email used was natashablon@hotbox.ru off of site http://freedating.ru/
Hello Ron,
Thank you very much for your letter!
It is so frank and clear! YOur words are like a sun ray, which take
the dark clouds in the sky!
But such a dark life now - very dark.
It's really so pleasant for me to get your letter!
>From your letter to me I understood that you are very sincere and kind
person.
Unfortunately there are very few men such as you in our country.
I am sure that our relations will start with sincerity and of course
with trust to each other?
I hope very much that our relations will be good and that we'll be
able to trust to each other the most our personal wishes.
I hope very much that we'll meet, and I'll see you personally ,
not virtually.
I'd like to tell you a little about me.
Ron, I am 24 years, my height is 162, weight is 52 kg, my breast is 90,
waist is 68, femur is 90.
I work as a medical nurse in the surgeon department at the hospital.
I dreamt about this work even when I was a small child. And now I am
so happy that this dream came true and that now I can help to people!
I have a son, he is 5, HIS name is Artemka. HE attends kindergarten.
He is very communicative boy, he has many friends. I am very happy
with him, and I am very grateful to the God that he gave him to me.
You know we both like to have a rest in the nature, especially on the
river bank, either we contemplate the seagulls flying low above the
sky, either we just throw the stones into the water and count who
threw more of the water sparks. It's so much interesting and pleasant,
that you look how your child smiles!
I like very much the sports, especially the basketball - it's so much
exciting kind of sport! I sometimes play it with my friends.
You know I have a friend, who met her boyfriend in the Internet and
they have been leading having the correspondence with each other for
about
a year and a half. MArinka have met him some times already, I've never
seen her so happy as she is now, so looking at her, I decided to
address Internet and find my happiness.
I want so much to feel hat I am not lonely in this world, that I can
find my own happiness also. And that my son will have a great Father!
That's why I started to go to the Internet-cafe.
I reread your letter again and again and I realize that you want to
feel the family gladness and happiness like me. I also dream to give
to my Beloved all that I have, the most beautiful - my Love!
I'd like to meet my husband after work, and to kiss him before his
leaving to work, to cook breakfasts and dinners for him, to spoil his
with sweet dishes, pasties, by the way, I adore baking.
I know only Ukrainian and Russian.
Since 4th form I learned English, but the programme was very slow, so
I can say that I don't know it fluently. But I'd like to do all the
possible to learn it. And I am sure, I'll know it like Ukrainian and
Russian.
Dear! I'll meet you with great pleasure, but at first we should know
each other as much as possible.
YOu know my friend has a phone, and I can ask her for permission to
let me speak to you from hers.
She knows English and she could help us. I'll write you in my next
letter about it.
Sweetheart! I want our relations to be turned into good ones, I hope
in my life soon there will be a happy life and I want to say to you
that I am so lonely here, yes, my friend MArinka found a happiness in
Internet and I want to believe that I'll find my happiness as well.
I am ready to do all impossible for the sake of my Love, even to go to
the end of this Earth.
I want to know al about you, What color do you like? What books do you
read? Do you like to go for a walk in the evenings?
I hope very much that our letters will sincere, as in each letter
we'll open our inner worlds.
Dear!Ron, I hope very much that I'll get a reply from you very soon,
and
you'll again fascinate me with your letter.
I don't know, but in my life appeared a hope that our relations will
be good, and very soon we'll feel in our hearts the tenderness, warmth
to each other.
With great respect and the sincere feelings to you
NAtasha
Hello, Dear Ron!
I am so glad to get your letter again! For getting it my soul got so
warm, and in this minute
it seems to me that you are beside me, looking at my eyes.
I read your letter and my heart is sinking as I've got a hope for
future with you.
You know for me marriage is not only mutual living together under one
roof, but also mutual understanding of the both. I suppose marriages
are made on the heavens and here, on the Earth we are looking for our
second halves. I'd like to believe that you are my half.
I think that in person the most important is his soul, but appearance
is only a cover, and under it there's our existence.
I dream my Beloved never betray me, I am not jealous and I think that
jealousity is the poor attribute of the soul. One should trust to each
other. It's my point of view. May be it's false, but it's my thought.
>From your letters I take energy for myself. YOur letters inspire me and
adds me the
Flings, Ron!
I imagine how we'll walk in the town streets together by hands, leaning
our heads towards each other's
shoulders. - I am and beside me - a handsome, charming, graceful man,
with sparkling eyes, which
express kindness to me and longing for the Love!
The real confidence is given to me by deep feeling that you have to me!
But we have to know about each other so much, to learn much. But I
hope we'll respect each other in
any hard situations , and our feeling will be the wonder, that will
stay a mystery y for us both forever!
I hope that time will not cure this mystery, never! Only teh person,
who knows the mustery of the lOve
will live his life with reason.
What you think is most important in our life? - I suppose it's Love,
kindness, tenderness, belief and
hope.
When I look at your photo, I always feel the unpredictable and
undetectable attraction to you, I then
realize that I mustn't think so, but this feeling takes away all
reasons of the mind.
I wait for your reply
With love to you
NatashaYou even can't imagine how happy I am to get your letter, Ron!
Each of your letter says about your care, your questions of my work
and son! The flowers are just perfect!
What is the model of the car? Do you like fast driving, does it excite
you when you go fast listening to the rhythmical music?
Did you take these photos especially for me?
You know why I liked you?
I was involved fully into your passionate look of your eyes, and it
always in my eyes, so that I seem to face your eyes.
My heart is beating very fast and it sank when I looked attentively
into
your eyes.
I'll describe my sensations, when I think about you - it seems to me
that
I sink into falling sand and I can't save myself.
I have to think about my life, to trust my mind more and more. My
heart was
hurt already. The frame of the wishes - it's the meeting with the male
of my dream.
It's like a mystery, that is described in the Greek legends.
I hope you'll become this frame for me.
Love is the only cave for saving yourself in this awful life, I don't
know what
is awaiting for us both in this life - shell we find the way in this
mystery, or
it'll stay forever for us?
I want you to be mine, only mine!
I want to be beside you, to feel you, to see your smile, to feel the
touches of your lips.
You know, I think when we'll met, we'll make a dinner at the candles'
light.
I know that only we can find the happiness, being together.
I have the most sincere and honest feelings to you!
If you'll lie to me, I'll just be bottled up and will never believe to
the men in my life, never!
Dear! I WANT TO BE WITH YOU!
YOu know, what happened after I've sent you the last letter? I even
don't
know how to say it to you! It was the reason of my silence! YOu asked
me
so many questions and I have so many thoughts to write you about, but
I am just shocked! The matter is that now came up the Internet-club
director and addressed to all the customers, and said that since today
Internet-club is due to pay for. As he has a great outcomes, he can't
pay for Internet and for translator and he explained that I ought to
pay 80$ for a month of the usage of computer, and hiring translator
and so on and so forth. I get only small salary, if I'll not pay, my
services will be closed.
Dear Ron! Beloved! I ask you very much! Help me as I don't want to
lose
you! We need to communicate and to keep in touch as now I live only
with your letters, I Am like a fish, living in the water, if the water
will be taken, I'll die without water, help me please, as I can't
suffer all my salary for payment and leave my son without food. It's
very hard to live for me now, now I am like a squirrel in the wheel,
stirring.
Yes, now I am in such a disappointment, that I even don't know what to
do and how to act
I with great Love will be waiting for your love.
And remember that your letters are the parts of you!
Each your letter and sentence, word, render me your emotions and
feelings to me.
With love to you
Yours
Natasha
Hello.
Here is a part of my story.
I think I have been in touch with a girl from Kremenchug, Ukraine.
I have no adress, only an email: natasha_mail@vicard.net.
I red her ad on absoluteagency.
You will make your own opinion after reading these letters.
Hello Rudy,
I don't know you but in me lives a hope that you may be my potential
partner in my life.
I hope that our acquaintance will be interesting and fruitful. Well, I'd
like
to tell you a little about me.
I am 24 years, 162 sm in height and 52kg in weight.
I have the following measuremants in my body: 90-68-90
As I told you in my ad, I'm looking for my fate, the man I'll be happy with
the rest of my life. Also my best
dream is to travel all over the world and to see other countries, because
I've never been ever
abroad so far. But it¦s not very important as I like live with my present
life. I adore to spend free time
with my friends in the nature v near the river or on the sea.
Rudy As for my family, it's not big. I have my son, Artyom, 5, he
attends kindergarten. I love him very
much. And what about your family?
I think for the first time it's enough information about me. I hope you'll
answer me soon. Tell me about
you in more details. I'll be glad to see a photo of U. I wish you a nice
day and good luck in everyhitng
that you will be doing.
I think that the valuable thing is when U have met your love and the ideal
partner.
Bye - bye
Would be great to read more about you, you are a mystery for me so far
Natasha
Thank you very much for your letter! I haven't got your picture yet,
will you resend it, Rudy?
Your last letter is so frank and clear! YOur words are like a sun ray, which
take
the dark clouds in the sky!
But such a dark life now - very dark.
It's really so pleasant for me to get your letter!
>From your letter to me I understood that you are very sincere and kind
person.
Unfortunately there are very few men such as you in our country.
I am sure that our relations will start with sincerity and of course
with trust to each other?
I hope very much that our relations will be good and that we'll be
able to trust to each other the most our personal wishes.
Thank you very much for the beautiful pictures! I liked them very
much! I hope very much that we'll meet, and I'll see you personally ,
not virtually.
I'd like to tell you a little about me.
I am 24 years, my height is 162, weight is 52 kg, my breast is 90,
waist is 68, femur is 90.
I work as a medical nurse in the surgeon department at the hospital.
I dreamt about this work even when I was a small child. And now I am
so happy that this dream came true and that now I can help to people!
I have a son, he is 5, HIS name is Artemka. HE attends kindergarten.
He is very communicative boy, he has many friends. I am very happy
with him, and I am very grateful to the God that he gave him to me.
You know we both like to have a rest in the nature, especially on the
river bank, either we contemplate the seagulls flying low above the
sky, either we just throw the stones into the water and count who
threw more of the water sparks. It's so much interesting and pleasant,
that you look how your child smiles, Rudy!
I like very much the sports, especially the basketball - it's so much
exciting kind of sport! I sometimes play it with my friends.
You know I have a friend, who met her boyfriend in the Internet and
they have been leading having the correspondence with each other for about
a year and a half. MArinka have met him some times already, I've never
seen her so happy as she is now, so looking at her, I decided to
address Internet and find my happiness.
I want so much to feel hat I am not lonely in this world, that I can
find my own happiness also. And that my son will have a great Father!
That's why I started to go to the Internet-cafe.
I reread your letter again and again and I realize that you want to
feel the family gladness and happiness like me. I also dream to give
to my Beloved all that I have, the most beautiful - my Love!
I'd like to meet my husband after work, and to kiss him before his
leaving to work, to cook breakfasts and dinners for him, to spoil his
with sweet dishes, pasties, by the way, I adore baking.
I know only Ukrainian and Russian.
Since 4th form I learned English, but the programme was very slow, so
I can say that I don't know it fluently. But I'd like to do all the
possible to learn it. And I am sure, I'll know it like Ukrainian and
Russian.
Dear Rudy! I'll meet you with great pleasure, but at first we should
know
each other as much as possible.
YOu know my friend has a phone, and I can ask her for permission to
let me speak to you from hers.
She knows English and she could help us. I'll write you in my next
letter about it.
Sweetheart! I want our relations to be turned into good ones, I hope
in my life soon there will be a happy life and I want to say to you
that I am so lonely here, yes, my friend MArinka found a happiness in
Internet and I want to believe that I'll find my happiness as well.
I am ready to do all impossible for the sake of my Love, even to go to
the end of this Earth.
I want to know al about you, What color do you like? What books do you
read? Do you like to go for a walk in the evenings?
I hope very much that our letters will sincere, as in each letter
we'll open our inner worlds.
Dear! I hope very much that I'll get a reply from you very soon, and
you'll again fascinate me with your letter.
I don't know, but in my life appeared a hope that our relations will
be good, and very soon we'll feel in our hearts the tenderness, warmth
to each other.
With great respect and the sincere feelings to you
NAtasha
Hello, Dear Rudy!
It's nice to get a letter from you! The photos, you sent me, are just
terrific! I even can't help smiling, looking at the photo form
Marseile.
I've never been abroad, unlike you, so don't know anything of foreign
countries, tell
me some interesting info, like brief description of Ur country. Ur cuisine,
customs, national emblems, I am interested in everything connected
with U.
As for my English, I do not know it quite well enough to speak fluently. But
at school I learnt
it and can understand a little. It's hard for me to write in English and so
I can use only
Internet-Club services for it. It's the only way out. I'd like to continue
learning it, but I don't
have any extra money for it.
I have only an hour a day free to write U a letter.
The rest of the time I spend at work as I have to support my family,
and our average salary is 20$, which my parents get.
I'll explain U the situation. I don't have time enough for writing
myself. I know only little English and it'd take up much time to
translate with dictionary Ur letter. I can't use computer. If even I
could, lack of time wouldn't afford me to use computer myself.
The services include: translation and printing of letter, getting,
sending and scanning pictures, renting mail-box and using INternet and
the payment of the account.
I hope U'll understand me right. If U are ready to help me with
payment, it is 100$ per month, I'll be very grateful to U.
I am amazed with Ur strong will and brave, I mean with your wife.
U are very optimistic also, as I can see, though U experienced
separation. Do you still love your wife?
May be you have to accept her as she is and forgive her, you'll feel
easier then.
We have a song with the following words:
And just forgive, forgive and let her go,
Now she's not yours anymore,
You know, one day will come, you will see -
And you'll find a new love for more
U know I like to go in for sports. Since my childhood I have been
training in some clubs. I went in for running, volley-ball, swimming.
tennis. When I grew older, I sicked on the tennis and swimming. It
brings me great pleasure, I also like to do aerobics listening to the
tunes of music, Rudy.
I am not from Kremenchug, I came from town in Sumy region. There I met
my Artmeka's FAther. He served in the Army. But he was transferred to
Kremenchug then. Our son was 2 years then. Then I thought I was the
happiest woman in the world, that my love was so strong and real that
it'll never end. I was sure in his feelings as well. - To listen to
good words of Love each day, to see flowers daily, feel tender kisses
on the lips, isn't it a happiness?
But having come to Kremenchug, he met unmarried boys, he was often invited
for some beer, he came home late, he lied me saying that he had a
night serving, he didn't pay attention to son, but when he was at
home, he treated me like servant, son stretches hands TO HIM, BUT HE
REJECTS THEM.
At first I thought it seemed to me, I thought I had to go to work, to
have a communication and not to think about this occasion.
So I took Artemka to kindergarten and went to work myself. I earned
little money, but I could buy some vitamins for my son.
One day, I decided to go to home from work, as I left home hours
till taking Artemka from kindergarten, to cook something to eat.
I had a good mood, but entering the house, and our room, I found my
husband making love with a woman on our bed. There were flowers and a
Champagne on the table.
I didn't know what to do, sure my husband noticed me, but he didn't
ask me fro excuse. HE silently dressed up and asked me to leave.
At this moment I understood that my family life was over. I didn't
know, what to say to my son, but I knew exactly that you'll never
return.
In my head there was something awful, that day I went to work, so I
lived there for a week, until I found a flat.
Yes, it's very hard to survive for this small salary. It's only enough
to pay for flat ands for kindergarten.
Artem's father married that woman, he doesn't go to Artem, as she is
waiting for a child, and he even doesn't any any money to his son.
Here is a story about my life, the only happiness is that I have got a
son, I am ready to do all for him, may be I was guilty in something,
but it's late to talk about it.
I hope very much to get a letter from you, as your letters inspire me
on thought that I am not lonely in this world.
Sincerely yours
Natasha
How happy I am to get your letter, Rudy!
I am sorry, but i feel so hard now, that I am very upset and all my
hopes are for you.
Only in such a way I can be persuaded that you are really serious.
Darling!
I didn't write you earlier, that I used Internet services, I myself
saved money to pay our correspondence, but now I have financial hardships,
and I can't pay form my salary ,as I have to pay for flat, buy food, cloth,
help
my parents and so on and so forth.
Could you be so kind to solve this problem?
I am very happy that you appeared in my life, I'll feel pain if our
communication
will be over, because of such problem, as money.
Don't think that money mean much for me, but I think that love and feelings
can't be
bought for any money in the world.
I hope you'll understand me right and support me.
I want you to understand one thing - It's very very hard for me now to
live. It's hard because I have met you. I loved you as you are and I
don't need anybody except you.
Yes, with the help of such silly girls people earn money.
But I don't any other way OUT - I don't want to lose my Beloved
because of the sum in 100$.
Understand me right, if I had computer at home, I'd never ask you for
money, Rudy.
In our country only rich people can afford expensive wines, computers
and shops.
I don't need it, the only thing i ask you is not to leave me.
I need only you.
But I know that if you don't pay for Internet - cafe, I'll not feel
you anymore, I'll not see your photos.
Even I'll have problems to come to you!
Please, think over it, I'll wait for your letter impatiently!
I wait for your letter, so tender and nice.
Sincerely yours
With love
Natasha
Fifth letter after I have said that I will not send money, but prefer to
come and gives them in hand, personnaly, or that she send me a photocopy
from her passeport, in order to prepare a visa for her:
I am so happy to get your letter! Thank you very much for your photo!
I liked it very much, Rudy!
I am very attentively read your letter. I didn't understand if you
agree to help me with correspondence fare? YOu write that you want to
meet me in my town, it'll be so pleasant for me!
I'll be bale to meet you Kiev, in our capital. I think we'll spend
unforgettable days together.
You also propose me to come to you with my son, But with this trip, we
shouldn't hurry, I think.
We know so little about each other.
And what is your opinion?
I hope very much that our relations will be nice and warm. It's so
great that I have you, that you inspired me on the believe that our
relations will be mutual. That I'll be bale to find my love and
perfect family life.
I hope very much that we'll be together.
Will be waiting for your reply impatiently
Yours
With love
NAtasha