I kinda knew I was going to find this young lady on your page: Natalia Leuhina. Except I knew her as Galina and her email address was whiteroses@hotbox.ru. I deleted all the emails between us (didn't find your site until recently). She had a pretty good sob story about a death in her family and tough living. What tipped me off was just the agressive way she kept saying how much she loved me--by the 2nd letter! Thanks for your service, I will definitely keep this site bookmarked in the future!

Her Letters

My dear friend Clint, it is so nice that you keep writing me!
I hope that you are also aimed at a long-term relationship. I wish to start a new life with that one who is gentle, kind and loving with the whole heart. To say honestly I'm tired from short-term relationships. And I never let them to be very close to me because I did not trust them. I could not find here a reliable man. All of them seem to be devoted their lives for drinking and clarifying relationships between themselves. But maybe just the chance was not given yet to me to find HIM. Today it was sunny. All day long I internally hoped that you would reply me. It has happened - so great. All day long I was busy with the usual stuff I do. I'm a specialist in marketing working for a small company. This company trades in common food products and has a couple of small shops here. So I make all market analysis and statistics. Unfortunately their business does not blossom nowadays and there is a need in a strong and working manager. So basically I'm not satisfied very much in what I'm doing now. I mean in what I'm paid now. But I like my place of work. I have my own computer. I know that computers in the USA are widely spread. But here only a small part of the population possesses computers. So I'm lucky in a way :-) Being lucky I still have problems to perceive this machine. Sometimes it is going crazy and I wish there were a button on the keyboard like enough. Unfortunately I have no computer at home. But I always can devote a couple of moments to write you a letter from here at work. Sometimes I'm late here busy with some tasks so do not be surprised if you receive a late letter. I live in a two-room apartment with my mother and a younger sister who is 12. Unfortunately my father had passed away during the war against Chechnya in 93. I was a young girl when we received a message about his death. We have a pat. It is cat. His name is Patriot. Is it funny? My mother works in a drugstore. Sometimes when I feel lonely I visit her there. But to say true it is a little bit boring in that store. So she is always glad to see me. By the way I told her that I've started to communicate with a person from America. She was very surprised and made a joke that it is already time for me... Alright. I have to return to my tasks. It is very interesting to keep in touch with you. I hope for the best in our relationship. Have a nice day! Your Natalia.

Dear Clint,
It is a big pleasure to find your letters in my mailbox! Your words again proved that you are nice. Thank you for everything you wrote me! I like your photo. Today I did not have a lot of tasks - this was very unusual comparing to other business days. So I talked to my colleagues about their future plans drinking hot tea. Everybody told that they were very tired from the fall/winter season because of unstability in the firm and hard tasks. Everybody dreams to get vacations sooner escaping from the current business problems in their cottages with families. Do you like children? I like them very much. They are so unbelievably cute. I have never had kids and I'm dreaming to have a couple one day from a loving and caress man. I wish we had a strong family union. I hate when the young people marry just for fun, obtain kids and one day divorce making their children suffer from adults' mistakes. Therefore I do not want to have a young companion and I've chosen to try to write you as an older and wiser person. I would like to say a couple of words about myself for you. My favorite color is the color of the sea wave. It is so deep and relaxing. Sometimes I receive an inspiration from this color. My favorite flowers are white carnations. I have several hobbies. I had told you about romantic literature already. Another is aerobics. I like to do step. It helps me to be in shape. I'm found of growing flowers. Unfortunately it is impossible to do in winter. We have a small peace of land in the suburbs with a small teahouse on it. During summer I often stay there caring about my flowers. You may guess most of the flowers are carnations. I'd love to grow roses but the climate here is not warm enough to grow large roses. I like to travel. But unfortunately I did not have enough time and means to travel far away from my motherland to find new impressions. So I'm dreaming to go to a sunny place and to be surrounded by the warm warm sea waves and orange trees. Concerning food I like vegetable salads. I like also mashed potatoes mixed with milk and with a small portion of fried meat (pork or beef). Among the wines my favorite is red semisweet wine. I heard from people that there is an old man somewhere in Tibet who drinks a glass of red wine a day and he is already more than 120 years old. I wish I lived a long life also. I do not like beer very much. And I cannot consume vodka and other strong beverages. They are tooooo strong. But in general I prefer to live a sober life and to be friendly with the other people. I'm persuaded that if you present a smile to a person it will return you back and that person then will present it someone else. If you are unfriendly it is very hard. But the last years of my life showed me that you couldn't have friends everywhere. It happens seldom but sometimes there is a person whose interests are very opposite to your views and you cannot find a common way with her or him. So you have to make choices. I like to correspond with you very much! You are nice and interesting person. Moreover you are very kind what is very important. I wish our correspondence never stopped. I wish you had a beautiful day today! Your good friend Natalia

Good day, honey Clint!
This is me again. How are you doing? I was waiting for a chance to find your letter in my e-mail box and to write you very much. From the last days I find inspiration in your letters and my desire to see you one day grow and grow. I have already talked about you and our correspondence with my best friend (a girl). She still makes jokes about everything. But today I told her how nice you are and now I think she envies me. Did you really like my last pictures? I hope to receive one also from you next time. Did you ever had a chance to know Russians? What do you think of them? In my view people in Russia are very friendly. We usually help each other in this life. Without friends you won't survive. If there are a lot of bads in the life, you probably know, people become more cheerful and usually have a good sense of humour. There is also another result of such development - a lot of those who drink vodka and other alkohols. The cities are quiet normal in this respect. However there are big problems in the villages and another deep places. The roads there are usually very bad and there is very small traffic. Farming is also bad there. Russia is culturally diversive. A lot of small nationalities. We never had large ethnic problems. Unfortunately recently we have problems in Chechnia. Nobody knows its reasons - a lot of concepts. Politics in Russia is too complicated. It is more similar to division of values and assets in high circles than governing the country. I'm not interested in Russian politics because it always leads to abnormal results and strange expression of people's choice. Is it different what I told from that you have? I wish I could aks you more and more... I hope you feel good today! I wish you all the best! I think, that it is early to speak about visit. But I shall be happy to see you sometime. Always Your Natalia

Dear Clint,
I'm touched by your your interest in me. Thank you very much for the photos! My dear Clint, you are the only person I am corresponding with. And i hope we can continue our corresponding. You know something constantly changes my mind. I could not find any reason for that except in You. Though I know you only for a short period of time but you have already completed an impression of an honest and kind person. I wish all the men were like you. It is a dream of any woman to be listened and to be said warm and sweet words. Do not be angry on me that I share some of my thoughts (but not all of them, especially very sweet) with my best friend. It seems she envies me more and more as I had already told you before. I just told that you were very sensitive and nice and that I liked you. Today as usually I had some stuff to be done here at work. I had to define consumers' expectations here regarding some products made in Ivanovo. By the way they produce nice milk there. But considering current finance problems in our firm I do not know how they will be able to ship all the merchandise from that city. Could you imagine that they haven't paid me already for two months? We survive only due to my mother now. Fortunately our manager has a sense of humanity and lets us take any products we wish from the variety we have in the warehouse. Sorry, but I realy cant use any messenger. Did I tell you that I can cook? Borsh with sour cream, grilled pork, fried chicken, pancakes, honey cakes and so on. Can you cook? If I have a chance to make something for you to try it would be great. You just cannot imagine how it is tasty. I think such person as you deserves even better treatment. So I'm always glad to read your letters. Here is my message of the day to You: I miss you online, because you always make the days so sunny. And I just wanted to send you some good wishes and let you know that you're in my thoughts every day. Drop me a line when you find the time, and let me know how you're doing. I'm anxious to hear about what's going on in your life. I hope your troubles have been few, and that fair weather has found its way to your door. Your Natalia

Dear Clint,
Happy to hear from you. Thank you again for everything you write me! I do not know. Today I cannot concentrate on my tasks here at work. Fortunately I have no many of them today. Several hours ago I was just sitting before the computer looking into the depth of the display. I wanted to see your new letter. I was unbelievably happy when it had appeared in my mailbox. Today I have a strange feeling. Last night I was thinking only of you. Your image followed me everytime... You know... you have become so special to me... I do not know what happens to me... You are so good. I could not even imagine that it will happen so soon. You may think that this is strange and it is not real. But if you think so it is not true. I love you. Since you came into my life, I've looked forward to each your letter. I was dreaming about the early morning, with you in my arms, the early skies with us beneath a zillion stars, you and me... You make me feel good as no one else. You bring out a part of my soul I never knew existed, a part that was born with our first warm words to each other. You made me crazy. Now I have a reason to love; now I have a reason to believe in everything wonderful in life. You saw in me all the qualities that no one else had ever seen. You gave me reason to believe, great passion and sweet feelings. Yes, I love you.. I love you for being yourself, and I love you because of the person you made me. I'll be waiting for your soonest reply because I need to hear your words. I wish we could be together! Love, Natalia

Good day, my love Clint.
How are you? I am o'k. But I miss you so much. I love yur photo. I will be so happy to meet you here. Pleas come to me, if you can. It will be great. But I have good news, today I had serious conversation with mum. She does not have any objections if I would go to USA. She wishes happiness to me. I had long conversations with her about you. She says that if you write such letters you are a good person. But she is still a bit prejudiced about the possibility of deceit. But I love you and completely believe you. There is a firm in our city, which deals with visa registration. They charge 315 USD. It is unbelievably high for me. But it is so! Visa is arranged during 1 month. I know also that there is à governmental visa department. They charge a bit less money, however such visa is prepared from 0,5 to 1 year and it is not yet known how it will work. My girlfriend recently visited Australia and she told me everything how to receive visa and to prepare for the flight. I'll tell you everything about this. You just have to listen me carefully. I am very glad that you want to see me. I also dream about this. I want to be with you!!! I understand that a lot of money is necessary to travel to you. And once again I'll tell you that the visa to refer to is B-2. I do not know why I became so crazy about you. I think that it is the man about which I dreamed all my life. I'm so inspired with our future meeting that I cannot find a place for myself anywhere. 315 dollars are necessary to buy visa. This visa is valid for 90 days. We after all will have to come back to the issue of visa. Believe me now I collected all information. I am very grateful to you that you help so much to our meeting. I want to tell you that money is better to send on system Western Union. This system is very reliable and money transaction is carried out within 15 minutes. Here is information how to send money here:

GUTA BANK
LENINA, 47A SYKTYVKAR
167982 RU
Natalia Leuhina
After you will send money here the bank will tell you ten figures and you should inform me about them. I know that our relationship is under construction for trust. But we should trust each other without trust we simply cannot exist. My mother's sister works in Moscow in an airport. Mum called her today and spoke to her. Write me please what airport you will come to and then I'll tell you about the air tickets. The ticket for me will be with the discount due to my aunt. Many times I asked a question to myself: Why in this world everything depends on money? I consider that money is not the basis. The most important is when people understand each other. I can live without money. But I strongly want to arrive to you and money here is necessary. So it is obvious that money were separating us. I have a big desire to meet you, to embrace you and to kiss you. If I would have money I'll immediately arrive to you. Money is just a temporary paper. But human relationships are built forever. Now I understand that love is a strong feeling. I am glad that I have found this feeling. When I open the mailbox and see there your letter it is becoming easily on my soul. When I read it my heart blossoms. I want to sing with happiness. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!! Your Natalia.

Glad to see you again, My Love Clint!
Sorry I was very busy. Since the last time I wrote you I was thinking about the words I told you and about the passion I expressed you. I thought it might scare you... the speed I became so involved with you... Nevertheless today I feel the same and even more... But I am sorry. I am really cant call you. I dont know there can I take telephone. I hope you will forgive me? Could you send recent photos of yours? I'll print them here and hang on the wall near my bed. I'll fall asleep everytime with your image and I'll get up also seeing you. Thank you for everything nice you think of me. I also think that you are nice! You are even more than nice. I'm fine excluding that I'm missing you. However my job becomes worthless. Business of our firm is worse and worse now. Today they fired two saleswomen and closed one shop. Fortunately I'm the only one specialist in marketing and they did not rise the question about firing the one. But I'm afraid that it may happen very soon if the business is the same like now. In this case I'll have to search another place of work. My friend noticed that something has changed me. And I'm sure she knows the reason. She asked me whether you and me were going to meet. But I said her that I did not know how soon and that I was hoping that maybe we would meet sooner. However, you see that if there is my will and abilities I would escape from here to you immediately, My Love. But maybe I have to be patient. What do you think? I hope that you are doing well. Please be with me! Missing you. Natalia

My Clint, thank you for everything warm you tell me! I love your photo. Hope to see this beach someday. I'm so happy that I met you in my life. I hope that our case will be one of the romantic stories when people find each other with the help of Internet. I remember when several years ago they showed on TV the first couple who were connected by Internet. They had married and by the way they were americans. Our case might be even greater because we are on the opposite sides of the Earth. Am I too dreamy? I just love to think about you and me. I want to come to you as soon as I can. And I hope to stay with you forever. It's a nice day today. It is sunny and I am happy. Today our family is going to have a dinner. This will not be an ordinary dinner. I have already bought candles and products necessary for cooking. Guess what we are going to cook? Turkey with bog berry (cranberry)! I want to try to cook in american tradition. I'm dreaming to surprise you in the future with the recipes I know from american dishes. I want to make surprises for you all my life. I'm sure you deserve it. How are you, my love? Sweetheart, please believe me when I tell you that I truly love you. Maybe someday I will be able to find all the correct words, to be able to tell you just what you mean to me. But in the meantime I do hope that you know deep within your heart that having you by my side is a gift more precious than gold. You are such a valuable part of my life. You understand me when no one else can. You give me the hope to go on. And most important of all - you believe in me. And guees what? If I had not been blessed with such a wonderful love I would have spent a lifetime wishing for someone just like you. I wish you everything nice today! Kiss you!!! Natalia

Hello my love.
Thank you for the photo. What are you doing with me, Clint? Your personality just makes me crazy and I'm dreaming all days long only about you, my dear! I'm so happy to know you, you cannot even imagine! Last night I felt that you are next to me lying on my bed. I felt your warm body, your gentle hands and your soft breath... I felt you everywhere around me. It was a very sweet feeling I cannot even describe it... You know what did we do...? I had a desire to eat whole of you, to embrace whole of you... I did not want to let you leave me... I just wanted you to be everytime next to me. I want to say you THANK YOU for your existence. For everything you did for me to light the dreams and sweet emotions go on. Turkey was one of the best dishes I have ever cooked. I want you to try it one day. We had a nice evening with our family. I wish you were there with us at that moment. Look what a beautiful words I found for you: There's a sea between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you. There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part. I love you and will love all my life! I've made and arrangement with our programmist to help me to create a special fail for you. Now I owe him a bottle of vodka. :-) I hope to hear from you soon. Natalia

Dear Clint,
Every time when I receive a letter from you the environment around me blossoms. Thank you for everything! And thank you for the picture. Yes, I have player. I think it is VHS. But I am not sure. The ticket will cost for me 730$. And I hope to have this money someday. I hope to come to you. I want to stay with you forever. I hope I can do it. I am ready to live my family and friends. I love you. Through tears and smiles, laughter and heartache, you've been a part of my life. I can't imagine getting through the day without hearing your voice or seeing your smile. I look forward to the time we share, and I never want to live a single day without you. I miss you so much that my heart is crying. Every day I think of your gentle touch and all the warmth you give me. When you're near, I'll feel happy, but when you're away, I feel as if a part of my soul is missing. Remembering all the letters you wrote and all the nice words you told me returns to leave me feeling inspired. I'm simply unable to explain this feeling. Please tell me that you love me too. There's not a shred of doubt inside me, I know I want to be with you. I can't wait until we can be together. Do you know what I want to do to you? Here's my wish list: I want to touch your shoulders. And I want to feel your lips. I want to reach the skies with you feeling a great romance. I want to have sex with you in all positions that you know. I want to make you feel so good that you will never forget it. You Natalia

Hello my love Clint!
How are you?? I am missing you very much... just wishing you were hear with me!!!! Love photo. I have told you before I would never do anything to hirt you and I do mean that. I would be with you forever if you so desire. I will stand by you and suport you in what ever you do. I think we would be wounderful together - to spend our lives as one... I have had no love in my life until you and want so to meet you and make you happy. I do not know of your past and it does not matter to me it is the future that I am about. If you want to tell me about your past I will not change my mind about you or the way I feel for you - every one has a past good or bad. But I will always be here for you. I do wish I could see you soon I think of you all the time... it seems like a dream. I know with me we could fill all the gaps in your life and mine. Togther we would be a great wife and husband. Our lifes would be full of happenes, love, compasion, just have fun being with each other. I would make shure that you would never be boried or sad, and you would have a reason to smile every day. Kiss you! Natalia

Good day, Clint!
How are you? I hope all is well in the US. As for me, just working hard everyday and trying to improve myself. Your letters are so nice to read. I wish I had time to respond faster. I get a lot of work however or sometimes my computer is not friendly with me. I want to come to you, and I will come to you as soon as I can. I do think of you all the time and I am in love with you and I am looking forward to be with you for the rest of our lives. I will always be open with you and tell you whatever there is to tell. The way I feel for you grows stronger ever day. I must be blessed to know such a gentleman. I feel you are truly a great man. Your values on life seem to be so close to mine. I wish I could put into words the way I feel for you... but words don't seem to discribe my feelings. Your words in the letters seem to come from the heart, and that is what I find so loving in you. I told you me was looking for a true solemate. And I hope my search is over. If there is anything you desire I would do my best to give it to you. You would be loved like never before and treated like a king with respect and dignity. This is words that I truly mean from my heart!!!! Trust is by far one of the main things in a loving relation ship. I feel that i can trust you now. I do not know of your past loves and to me that does not matter. What does matter is the future and I so hope it is with you. You must be willing to give your body, soul, mind to a person you love and I am willing to do that with you my sweet love!!! If there was some way I could shorten the distance between us I would give anyting to just hold you in my arms. You have made a big differnce in my life. I smile a lot just thinking of you all day. Your Natalia.