Her Letters

Hello Vern!
Somebody who lives far away from me, wants to know me better? - Never could think of it. It means that we both look for the same. And you as me just lack simple human happiness, to love and be loved, to have a warm and cozy house where a loving family waits for you. In this big world is very hard to be alone. It's hard when you have no one to discuss your problems or share your joy. It's hard when you don't have a strong and reliable shoulder to lean on. Or when you just don't have a faithful friend who will support you any time. I'm an ordinary woman and want the same any man wants. In my life not everything and not always was the way I would like it to be, but I have never lost my hope that one day I'll meet my part and will fill the emptiness in my heart in. I'm 26. My height is 1,68cm. Weight is 52kg. I was born and grew up at the village my parents live now. I try to visit them every weekend, because I miss parents' home and warmth very much. I have no one besides them and my baby. I moved to the city when I was 18 to enter the Institute. I have Higher Pedagogical Education. I work as a teacher at the primary school. It was very hard for me to do everything alone and bring up the child after I divorced with my husband. But I have never regretted that I have my angel. At the school I work at there are special groups when children of the preschool age study, that's why my baby is always with me. Shes name is Vita and she's 3 years old now. I try to do everything for she not to feel the lack of attention but anyway I understand I will never be able to substitute a father for she. I don't know Darling Vern what I can tell you else about myself. May be it'll be better if you ask me what you're interested in. I'll tell you everything with pleasure. The fact is that I have never done it that's why I don't what exactly I should write. The only thing I can add is that I don't need a pen pal. I'm looking for serious relationship and dream that anyway I'll be able to create a family where I'll have loving and beloved husband and my baby will have tender and careful father. If you're still interested in me my Darling I'll be impatiently waiting for your next letter. Tell me more about yourself. I think it's very important for us to learn how to understand each other and become good friends first of all. I think a strong family cannot be built without mutual trust, respect, understanding and of course love. I hope you agree with me and we'll find much in common. Honey Vern if you can please send me your picture. Of course appearance is not the most important thing for me, because inner beauty is the most important. But anyway having your picture I guess it'll be easier for me to feel you closer not looking at that thousand miles are between us. Sincerely and with hope, Elena and Vita. P.S. I forget tell you that I live in Ukraine. I never go to another country.It's some mistake in my ad.

Hello Honey Vern!
I'm so glad that you have received my letter. Honey, thank you very much for your picture. I liked it very much. I think you're a very interesting man. I read a little bit more about you with a great interest. It seems for us both it wasn't always so as we wanted. But now we have each other and we both can value the most important things in life. Love and simple human happiness. Honey Vern, I think the only thing worth living is that one day you'll stop take a look on your lived life and will see that something was left something found but not looking at all the troubles, sorrow your family was with you. The very moment you'll understand that it's the most important thing and will step into a new period of your life without any fear. You'll understand that even if you'd have a chance to live your life from the beginning you wouldn't change anything. Darling, I'll tell you a little bit about my work. I like my work very much and it gives me joy. Each day when I'm at kindergarten, around me there are merry boys and girls. To speak with them is great pleasure. Their sound laugh, curiosity and excited telling of something make me forget my tiredness, problems. Certainly your letters support me. Of course my Angel is always with me at work but there I don't think about children like about my and other's people children. I try to create such an atmosphere in the group to make every child feel himself a part of one friendly family. It's my opinion that the child, being born in big family will not be alone .It'll be easier for him to adopt to in modern society, as he accustomed to take into account other people's interests. I try to teach them to share all joys and troubles. I teach them and they teach me. I teach them to forgive, feel and Love .As the Love of these small Angels is so real and doesn't demand anything .I like to walk and play different games with them. I seem to find myself in another dimension. They have their own world - bright, joy and kind. It's filled with loud child's laughter . I'm grateful to them without limit that they took me to them and let to be the part of their world. You know I'm afraid it will make you upset. But the matter is that I know English enough for speaking to you. I know about 1000 English words. I even can write you short letter, but my grammar isn't well enough. I want to learn English as I know how important is it for our future. I know that it's language you speak and I want to understand you deeper and better. My Darling Vern I don't even know how to tell you about it. I feel very uncomfortable that we know each other for so short time and I already ask for your help. But the fact is that I have to pay for our writing. I have no computer and my English is not so good as desired, that's why I applied to the Internet Cafe. And for me it's services cost too much. I don't receive high wages for my work and won't be able to afford the expenses. Darling Vern the expenses include using a computer, mail box, and translator's services. I'm so much afraid of loosing you as I have only found you. I'll be very grateful if you help me with paying for our writing. Of course if you need this all and really feel what I feel to you, and if not I'll understand everything. I thing it's important that we can discuss the most private, worrying and unusual problems. We'll not be embarrassed to talk of everything that worries us. I think sex is very important part of family life. But I think that the most important is communication, and that we can suit each other in inner world. If we'll know each other rather well, I'm sure we'll easily obtain body language of each other. I'll feel more and more what you want exactly and what gives you more satisfaction. That's why I can't lie in bad with the person which I know bad. I should Love, only at these circumstances I'll be able to give in to partner entirely and only Loved person can lead me to tops of Love game. There's no sex without soul. Honey Vern you ask me if I would come to your country to live. This questions is very serious of course. Anyway it's very hard to leave the country you were born in and where your parents and friends live. No matter what life in this country is. But I'm so much tired of the lie people here live in. I see that no one wants to change this and I cannot live this way any more. I also have m y little angel to think about. I want my angel to have better life and have everything necessary. But the main reason is that I want to have a loving and beloved man by my side. I need only to love and be loved to be happy. I want to make this step for me and my angel to be happy. Honey , I close my letter now. I'll be waiting for your next letter. We with Vita kiss you in both cheeks. With tenderness, Your Lena and Vita.